5.45
a.m.: I have been having really weird dreams for the past few days. I’ve been
dancing with my favourite actor Akshay Kumar in my classroom! Though I don’t like
dancing, I wouldn't mind any kind of dance or song or sport or activity with
AKSHAY KUMAR! For him, I could even quit
eating my beloved khakhras and theplas! I am having the
same dream at this moment, but my dream is interrupted by maa’s voice
which says that it’s time for school. I use the good old ‘two-minutes more’
trick and stay in bed for the next 15 minutes.
6.00
a.m.: I reluctantly open my eyes and finally wake up. The scrappy sister has my
soft and mulayam rajai on her body.
I grin at her and proceed to brush. My mind is so filled with Akshay Kumar
thoughts that I even see him in the mirror while brushing. All of a sudden, he
vanishes. It is at this moment that I recall that we have a physics test today.
I do my usual uff and just get out of the bathroom which is putting
these study thoughts in my mind.
6.30
a.m.: After having a long, care-free bath, I am sitting at the dining table,
with a bowl of Cornflakes in my hand. I am eating and simultaneously putting on
all the ‘accessories’ that I put on with my school uniform. I leave for school.
7.00
a.m.: I am sitting in the bus, doing stupid things with my dearest Srija. We
are forcing an innocent guy from our bus, whom we call ‘Bella’ to do a Hawaiin
dance, which he does in a really hilarious way. We blurt out laughing like
lunatics and the whole bus just stares at us as if we are Shahrukh Khan and
Amitabh Bachchan. It just seems surprising that we have all forgotten about the
physics test.
7.30
a.m.: I reach school and do my daily duty which is a part of my
responsibilities as School Captain. I really enjoy this duty, though it is
nothing more than asking kids to move in a line. I have a regular set of people
who say ‘Good Morning Didi’ to me every day. Some call me ‘ma’am’. I just don’t
understand how you can call a person ‘ma’am’ when she is standing sakshat
in front of you in the same uniform as you!
8.00
a.m.: I reach the class and meet and dear bunch of mad friends. Tina smiles at
me as usual. Shruti gives me an awkward smirk. Tanaya and Dibya are talking (I
give them the usual glare as I know that they are trying to crack some stupid
joke).Ketaki looks at me in her usual gangster expression. I also look at Meena,
a person who was the most important to me at a time, but has just changed so
much that she just doesn’t converse with me. The ‘hum juda’ music plays
in my mind.
8.15
a.m.: Our dearest Bhagyashree ma’am enters the class. We all stand up to wish
her. Today is a Wednesday, and we have something called a ‘Quality Circle Time’
in which we discuss our ideas and views about different topics. Since
Independence Day is arriving soon, ma’am asks us to discuss the importance of
Independence Day. I immediately hear people say things like ‘urgh, why
Independence Day?’. I also see all the frustrated faces. The discussion starts
and everyone expresses their views. People mainly talk about how Independence
Day invokes the feeling of nationalism. I talk about how I move into flashback
and think about what this day would have been 70 years back. Suddenly, a boy
stands up and says that the reality is that Independence Day is just another
holiday for us.
Though
it’s really sad to hear, it is the reality. We find the tricolor flags in our
hands on 15th August, but on the roads on the next day. We don’t even
take part in the proceedings and often plan trips. We don’t even wear a kurta
on this occasion! We don’t think about the sacrifices made by our ancestors,
but we keep cribbing about how the nation isn’t developing. We say that since
we are going to shift to America, we don’t really need to celebrate this day.
Independence Day programs are hosted in English!
What
kind of independence is this? If we wear English clothes, use English language
during cultural proceedings, and if we dream of shifting out of country in the
future, how are we independent from the English? If we throw our flags to the
ground, do we even deserve to be a part of this prestigious nation? If we can’t
be proud to wear our national or traditional dresses on such a day, then what
kind of Indians are we? Are we really independent?
Change
starts with us. The British left us long back. But their views have now left us
yet. We just don’t give enough respect to our country. I personally admit it. I
think my country deserves more than what I, or we give it. We can start by
changing on this Independence Day. We can start this Tuesday.